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Friday, February 27, 2009

guess who's back?

Me.

Once in a while, I still check my Xanga. I still read my subscriptions and I still smile remembering how much I used to blog here. Xanga has been my outlet since forever.

In turn, here's an update to my friends here in Xanga, I got divorced late last year. It was over even before it started, my long-time readers probably know that.

But I'm way happy now. I am in a relationship with the sweetest guy ever, who has been with me through my worst and will still be with me at my best. His name is David.

With that said, I know now what they mean when they said that to face the future, avoid escaping and confront your past. I have issues with my past. Deeply traumatized and borderline paranoid.

It's unfair to David. He understands that it's just a phase I have to go through, but that should not be something he has to bear.

And so, I read my private heartbreaking entries and truthfully, it still makes me want to cry. I can still feel the pain.

But I guess I just have to read it so that I can learn to finally let it go. I need to realize that what I have now will never be the same as what I have before.

I decided that I have to finally let it go. To confront my past. Feel the pain. Move on. Carry on. Battle scars will always be there as a reminder not to allow things like those to happen again.

I'm happy. David truly loves me, vice versa.

I need to start learning and accepting the fact that I deserve to be happy...

Here's to moving on and not looking back...

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

What's Keeping Me Busy...

I'm alive, I know. I'm blogging back at Xanga just for a wee bit.

I am actually encouraging you all (okay, practically pleading) to visit my lil website that has been keeping me busy for the past few days.

I promise, it's a great deal and who knows, you might find something that you'll like, love and want to have!

Click on the icon to get there!

Do leave some Hi's and Hello's

xox,
april

1:04 AM - 37 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

	I've Moved. I've pitched my new web tent here. See you.
	7:30 PM - 118 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Thursday, March 06, 2008

	white flag after almost 3 years of constant struggle... of fighting for it to survive... IT'S OVER
	1:04 AM - 128 views - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it

Thursday, February 21, 2008

	Back So... I'm back in the good old USA. I'm here but I feel like half of me, my being, my heart is still in the Philippines. This is far more worst than my first time being here. I've never felt soooooooo homesick.
	5:37 AM - 106 views - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it

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